Might you be in your wilderness season?
There are times when you are in a place that is extremely uncomfortable because you are desiring more in your life. It feels like it's taking all of you to stay and sit still. You are itching to bust out of your current environment, leave the people around you go somewhere completely new. (folks called to missions understand this really well) You feel like a horse and rider waiting for the horn to blow to take off running. You are crying out to God "WHEN!", "I want it NOW!", "Why can't it happen, what's holding this thing up all ready?"