Hello! Stop running and hiding from trials--stop running for COVER run for FAVOR.
Psalm 5:12 Surely, Lord, you bless the righteous; you surround them with your favor as with a shield. NIV
When we begin to pursue our purpose and passions there will be things that will go wrong--and it will seem like it's all going wrong at the SAME TIME. But that's just an attempt of satan to make you run to go and hide. He wants you to think that everything was "easier" when you weren't pursuing your purpose and then decide to stop and give up. That is such a lie.
First of all, things were not easier when you weren't pursuing your purpose...you were actually DYING a slow death. You were unhappy, bored, frustrated, unhealthy and unprofitable. And you remember all of that. SN: If you're still not pursuing your purpose you may be experiencing those things so the easy fix is just to get on it--find your purpose and pursue!
So God's answer to your fear right now, His answer to you wanting to give up is RUN FOR FAVOR. Run to Him and know that His favor is covering you. His favor IS your cover. It's your protection. He will never let you go after the thing He made you for all by yourself. There are fighter angels assigned to your dreams and purpose in life. You're not out here all alone. Papa's got you, I promise!
His love for you is stupid ridiculous--and that love is fighting for you. He is so pleased with that His pleasure actually puts up an impenetrable wall around you. Ain't that good! Yes sah it is!!! :)